Image: Emerging Beauty, Flowering Quince, 2020, Severna Park, Md
Psalm 48:9 We have thought, O God, on Your lovingkindness, In the midst of Your temple.
Psalm 49:15 But God will redeem my soul from the power of the grave, For He shall receive me.
Psalm 50:23 Whoever offers praise glorifies Me; And to him who orders his conduct aright I will show the salvation of God.”
Psalm 51:10–11 Create in me a clean heart, O God, And renew a steadfast spirit within me. 11 Do not cast me away from Your presence, And do not take Your Holy Spirit from me.
Psalm 51:17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit, A broken and a contrite heart— These, O God, You will not despise.
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Previously I posted an image of the flowering quince and mentioned how we looked forward to it blooming again. Obviously it has and I have several new images of it to share. I chose this one because it somewhat fits the theme of "emerging beauty." The flower has just blossomed from the bud and it appears to be coming forth from the vase. That's a bit similar to a "repentant soul" blossoming under the Lord's tender ministrations. That in which He delights in us are "a broken spirit, a broken and a contrite heart." He loves to see such a soul bursting forth from its bud.
Psalm 51 has a very special place in my heart. God used this Psalm to teach me many lessons about true repentance. I closed out each of my daily prayers, during a certain time in my life, with the plea: "create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me" (Psalm 51:10) along with verse 11. It was the vivid experience of God's answer, when true repentance did show forth, that was burned into my heart. When we first planted the Severn Run church we included a praise song based on these words into every service during the time of "confession and repentance." Several members remarked over the years on how that portion of the service touched their hearts and at least one man later told me that he decided to join us on his very first visit because of that song.
Let's meditate on what these passages teach us.
First - God delights in the "beauty" of a "broken spirit, a broken and a contrite heart." We might think this appears somewhat abusive. Why should God "delight" in brokenness Doesn't that imply that the person is miserable?
The answer is an emphatic "NO." Although "breaking a person's spirit" in this fallen world may be very abusive and harsh, it is not so with God. His methods of "breaking our hearts" is to show us the perfection of His grace. He opens our eyes to the true blackness of our sins as David sings in 51:1-4. Through His word and His Spirit we are brought face to face with our sinful nature. Our sin is ever before us (51:3) and we see that it is OUR sin, our's alone, there is no excusing it nor do we allow for mitigating circumstances. We are sinners! And our sin is very personal. We have sinned against God... in one sense, no matter who else is involved, we recognize that it is against God only that we have sinned and have done what is evil in His sight. (51:4)
We recognize that this is not what God wants from us. Though we have been sinners from conception in our mother's womb (51:5), yet what God wants for us is "truth in the inward parts" (51:6). God wants us to be not only "better", God wants us to be someone entirely different. He wants us to "become children of God" and thus love Light and Truth from the heart.
God doesn't do this by hammering us into grudging submission though He would be just if He did (51:4c&d). Rather God reveals to us the purity of His love... a love that embraces us as sinners... a love that tenderly calls us and in so doing washes us from our iniquity and cleanses us from our sin (51:2).
Secondly, this love works in us a specific, absolutely essential quality of true repentance: it always causes us to speak out and confess - "I am not worthy, O Lord, of this grace. Who am I that you should love me this way?" This is the flower of contrition that so delights the Lord. It is when we see Him in relation to us! When we are broken by the perfection of His love such that all we can do is respond in grateful thanksgiving. God speaks to our hearts and says "No, I know you are not worthy... that's the whole point... it is by My Grace that you are cleansed of your sin and embraced in My family. It is by grace and not by works lest you boast that you deserve My favor."
This "first repentance" is a fundamental experience in every true Christian profession of faith although different people experience it differently. But that is not the end of repentance. Repentance is a life long process as God, in sanctification, reveals further defects in us and we confess our sinfulness and receive further assurances of our forgiveness. Further, every true Christian profession of faith views this process of repentance as precious... it is not a source of despair but just the opposite. It is fundamental to our fight against encroaching pride as well as distraction. It is one way that God is always reminding us of His love... and that, to any true Christian, is more precious than any earthly treasure.
Thus, the budding flower of a contrite heart is a delight to God and a well-spring of joyous gratitude for us. It is indeed that which enables us to sing, without hypocrisy, that in all things "It Is Well With My Soul."
Psalm 54-60: Because God is FOR Us.
Image: Glory Yet To Be Revealed, 2020, Severna Park, Md
Psalm 55:16 As for me, I will call upon God, And the LORD shall save me.
Psalm 55:22 Cast your burden on the LORD, And He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved.
Psalm 56:9 When I cry out to You, Then my enemies will turn back; This I know, because God is for me.
Psalm 60:12 Through God we will do valiantly, For it is He who shall tread down our enemies.
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Even as we face the fear and inconvenience of the current pestilence, when we read these Psalms of David we realize that we don't have it so bad after all. David is either cringing in a cave or peering out at the city around him and seeing blood in the streets and violence on its walls or anxiously looking at the combined armies of enemies hell bent on destroying him and his country. Compared to these, COVID-19 is not that bad.
He sings plaintively about God's evident displeasure. "O God, You have cast us off... broken us down." (60:1) He pleads for deliverance from the "blood thirsty men" (59:2) who lie in wait for him in the ominous darkness. He calls upon God to rise up and break the teeth of the wicked (58:6). He compares his helpless situation to that of being exposed in the wilderness and surrounded by hungry lions (57:4). Most painful of all, perhaps, is the sting of betrayal. There was the one who "broke his covenant (of friendship)" with David (55:20), a man who was his companion in both conversation and worship (55:14). The life of a king had its perils and David's troubles threatened to overwhelm him.
But in all these perils there is a constant refrain. David knew, in the most basic cellar of his heart, the He who was in him was greater than he who was in the world. (cf. 1 John 4:4) Though the problems appeared insurmountable and, from the view point of mere human resources, were insurmountable, yet David had the advantage over all his enemies. He knew, without question, the God was FOR David. (56:9)
What does this mean? It means that David knew, and we can know, that there is nothing in God, on the negative side, that seeks our ultimate harm or failure. It means, on the positive side, that God is absolutely committed to our ultimate well being. He is passionately for us. He, far more than the best human general in any earthly army, is not content that even one of His servants be lost. Far from it. He is absolutely committed to doing everything required for finding the lost souls belonging to Him so that they may be saved. (Luke 19:9-10)
Notice how this transformed David's entire attitude. Yes, he was emotionally distraught. Yes, he had to fight off doubt, wondering why God appeared to have forgotten him. Yes, he felt the physical, psychological and heart pain that came with his dire straits. But in none of these Psalms do we see David giving up on God. He "hung in there" because he knew that nothing could separate him from the love of God, which we know is clearly revealed in Christ Jesus. God was FOR Him... who could be against him? What could men do to him that his God would not turn against them? He speaks it beautifully. "Cast your burden on the LORD, and He shall sustain you; He shall NEVER permit the righteous to be moved." (55:22) That is the faith the sustains us... no matter what we face.
And always, having reassured his soul even if his God had not yet removed the threats, there was the return to praise. In the midst of trouble there is singing. "Be exalted, O God, above the heavens; let Your glory be above all the earth!" (57:5) "I will sing of Your power; Yes, I will sing aloud of Your mercy in the morning; for You have been my defense and refuge in the day of my trouble." (59:16) Whatever we Christians encounter, whether death or life, angels or principalities or powers, or things present or things to come... there is and always will be grounds for singing God's praise.
How can we not find these grounds and give forth praise for our hearts? The God Who created the heavens and the earth and all that is in them, is FOR us! He is bound to us by covenant and it is a covenant from His heart. His love for us, even in the face of our sin and doubt, is far wider and deeper than we can imagine and He, like all lovers, is passionately committed to our blessing. This is our God... We are HIS people... and He shall never turn against us nor away from us.
Posted by Gadfly on March 31, 2020 at 10:32 AM in Church, Commentary, Devotional Meditation, Discipleship | Permalink | Comments (0)
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